Shade, you just could create a new topic and tell you are sorry. This is not the right way.
Nobody would of listened or believed it; they all would of just laughed like they are now...
I try to change, but i'm not allowed a fresh start.
I know i have been an asshole but nobody will take me seriously now.. whats wrong with starting again on a new account?
well u were inactive for such a long time ppl would have figured when u came back u would have changed but u didnt thats why <3 
uhh i know.. i was ready to change but practically as soon as i came back, i made Nr, everything was fine until we started gang banging, etc.. and then all the flame started. all the bad feelings. And really i wish it hadn't.. (I knew i was being an asshole, right from the start.. but i was being provoked most of the time, and im sure you understand this as well jets, when provoked, people can flame.. get out of control, do things we regret.. thats been my BIG mistake, all of these times.
I really believe, if i didnt make a clan, things would of turned out differently.. there would be no complaints. No flame. No provoking. No bad feelings..
