You've basically edited out the whole point of my post. I've never said anything that relates to complete negativity, i've expressed how i feel this could end up being another fail which you shouldn't mistake. I always hope for the best outcome of everything reasonable enough to believe in the first place. Can't say for sure this will work out as we'd TF 2 server hosted in the past and they were not so successful (doesn't necessarily mean i'm being negative), however if you do have the motivation to keep it up and look after it, go ahead and i will gladly join you on the way.